SpaZm - Hope He's All I Couldn't Be

Welcome To SpaZm Music! Hope you enjoy the madness! Thanks to all who support, always appreciated. SpaZm - Hope He's All I Couldn't Be [Lyrics] I hope he's all I couldn't be Sure i want love but it don't last here I try to rise above but paranoia draws near Tell myself i'm wrong, create a problem in a dream Then life sings it's song and the darkness breaks free Why am I not enough? Can i please know? No not today eh? they really gotta go I try to believe - maybe I won't be so alone? No their not here to stay, they don't call this home Lost in my questions, lost with my heart Can I have some answers before I fall apart? Just wanted true love, wanted a connection But sometimes that don't come, a hard life lesson So I sit in a home, alone with a phone Wonder if i call would they come close? Then i find doubt inside and I already know I'm just here for the moment, no future to propose I hope he's all I couldn't be for you Left my heart all black and blue I hope he fuckin cheats on you Leaves you broke without a clue I hope he's all I couldn't be for you I hope he's all I couldn't be for you My love gets used, abused, keepin me confused I want to be left alone then i just want you I'm so damaged, so lost, a mind i can't find I want to commit but i'm lost in time You lack understandin, don't see my design If you want me as somethin else, be dropped on a dime Leave me with no chance of plannin, can't rewind So you leave me in a future where i only die inside I want you to want me, I want me to want you But my system of love is broken, think you know it too No one sees the depth, no one sees passed the rage Or is that makin excuses for my repeated mistakes? I'm better off left behind We both know it's true Only good for a time Then reality comes through I hope he's all I couldn't be for you Left my heart all black and blue I hope he fuckin cheats on you Leaves you broke without a clue I hope he's all I couldn't be for you Left my heart all black and blue I hope he fuckin cheats on you Leaves you broke without a clue I hope he's all I couldn't be for you I hope he's all I couldn't be for you I hate that i feel this low Ugly as fuck with a blackened soul I hate myself i hope you know When i'm gone a different story is told Don't feel bad for the mess that i'm in I create it all, I dance in the sin If a genie could take it away, I can't pretend I'd tell him to fuck off, let the chaos begin Find comfort in the dark, find my soul in the hole Find my mind lost in time, mental shot to the dome Rewind all my pride, tap dance in the shame i show Rot in the thoughts, out of control I hope you'll listen, just know this I did love you but you forget Just who the fuck i am when jumpin in I'll leave an impression you can't find again I hope he's all I couldn't be for you Left my heart all black and blue I hope he fuckin cheats on you Leaves you broke without a clue I hope he's all I couldn't be for you Left my heart all black and blue I hope he fuckin cheats on you Leaves you broke without a clue I hope he's all I couldn't be for you I hope he's all I couldn't be for you I hope he's all I couldn't be for you I hope he's all I couldn't be for you Merch: https://spazmmerch.com/ All SpaZm Music:    • All SpaZm Music   Greatest Hits:    • Greatest Hits   Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/3xnNK... Instrumentals Channel:    / @spazminstrumentals   Instagram:   / spazmmusic111   TikTok:   / spazmmusic111   X/Twitter: https://x.com/SpaZmMusic111 Business Inquiries: SpaZmMusic1111@gmail.com Affiliates: Distrokid (7% off your first year) - https://distrokid.com/vip/seven/10136744 Breakdown Of SpaZm Music: Lyrics - SpaZm Mixing/Mastering - SpaZm Editing/Video Production - SpaZm Ideas/Concepts - SpaZm Vocals/Sounds - Mix of Ai & SpaZm Images/Video - Mix of Ai & Real #Music2026 #Music #Songs