2019 phantom forces: the loosies

people forgot i was one of the original pf content creators strictly focusing on highlights in 2019, as of why i did it i didn't want to forget my childhood, and i figured if relaa did it for bf4, i could do it with Jackson (jfin) to create timeless content so around 2019, i booted up twitch and said fuck it, i might as well stream it, and im so grateful i did, the lifelong friends ive made, and endless nights i had just spamming games going for records, made me realize just how much i enjoyed chasing self improvement sadly, my original yt channel got deleted, and with everyone thinking all media was lost truthfully when my channel got deleted, i was happy a lot of this shit got wiped, but due to my friends kinda being shocked that no real media well, existed and was lost, i figured id get to doing something like this eventually to at least archive something that i had, and this sort of "greatest hits" if you will should suffice thankfully it wasn't due to my twitch accounts which i streamed and clipped from so, it all worked out as for what ive been doing, been trying to live life as much as i can, got out of a abusive relationship a few months ago and ive been talking to someone that lets me live life how i want to and its lovely love you if you even read all of this bullshit, means the world genuinely tldr; was a emo teenager, was one of the first original fraggers to do it in this game to highlight it, was a miracle a lot of these old clips were archived on twitch