how i become a pessimist, nihilist, and antinatalist (and how I'm coping)

in this video I talk about how my entire neurotypical, socially, and spiritually accepted worldview shifted into the fringe and controversial territory of nihilism, pessimism, and antinatalism. other channels mentioned in this video: ‪@theprisoncalledlife‬ ‪@nononsensespirituality‬ ‪@LawrenceAnton‬ ‪@MindShift-Brandon‬ ‪@LifeOutrage‬ ‪@bornintoacorruptsystem9to5‬ ‪@JulieReshe‬