Kyle. - Not Somebody You Need

Not Somebody You Need by Kyle. [Lyrics] Yeah… You only notice me when I’m walking away Funny how you need somebody, just not my face I got your name stuck in the back of my head You got a thousand people, still I’m alone in your bed Not literally — just the thought of you won’t let me sleep I’m losing every night to a girl I couldn’t keep You look right through me like I’m something in your way I could give you everything and you’d still look the other way I’m always one text from feeling like a fucking fool You tell me that you want a man, so why can’t that be me and you? You say you need somebody who will stay when it gets hard I’ve been standing at your door with my whole fucking heart But you call me a nuisance when I’m only trying to care Guess being there for you means nothing when you never wanted me there You say, “I don’t know you” Like I never let you in You say you want somebody Then push me out again You don’t want me, don’t want me Why you gotta make me feel like I’m somebody? You don’t love me, don’t love me But you know I’d give you all of me You say, “I want a man” — I’m standing right here You say, “I need somebody” — then disappear You don’t want me, don’t want me Guess I’m everything you need, just not somebody you need You said you didn’t know me, so I gave you more to see But the more I show my heart, the more you wanna leave And that shit doesn’t make sense, but I guess it doesn’t have to Love ain’t something I can force, no matter what I do You found a way to understand a man who barely spoke your language But somehow every word from me just sounds like fucking damage You tell me that I’m too much, maybe I’m just too sincere Maybe you don’t want the guy who actually wants you near I would’ve answered every call Would’ve caught you if you fall Would’ve given you my last Would’ve given you it all But you don’t want what I bring You want somebody you can chase And I hate that I still want you When you look at me that way You say, “I don’t know you” Like I never let you in You say you want somebody Then push me out again You don’t want me, don’t want me Why you gotta make me feel like I’m somebody? You don’t love me, don’t love me But you know I’d give you all of me You say, “I want a man” — I’m standing right here You say, “I need somebody” — then disappear You don’t want me, don’t want me Guess I’m everything you need, just not somebody you need Maybe I should stop picking up Maybe I should stop giving a fuck Maybe I should let you watch me leave Instead of begging you to notice me ‘Cause every time I chase You put another wall in place And every time I bleed You act like it’s inconvenient So keep saying you want love Keep searching for the one I hope you find him someday I just hope you don’t fuck up And call him a nuisance When he gives you what you asked for You don’t want me, don’t want me Now I know I was just somebody You don’t love me, don’t love me So why the hell did I give you all of me? You say, “I want a man” — I’m standing right here You say, “I need somebody” — I was always near You don’t want me, don’t want me And that’s the part that’s gonna fucking haunt me You didn’t have to love me… You just didn’t have to make me feel worthless For loving you.