[F4M] Goth Classmate Needs You to Be Her Fake Boyfriend [Fake Dating] [Rain] [Shy] [Soft Goth]

Yahoo my loves! There's only 12 people in the giveaway but that's okay haha! But regardless we are only 110 subs away from 10K. We ARE going to make it. I can feel it from here! Today was sooo tiring I just kept messing up so much at work that I had my coworker kept telling me off. I felt so bad. I need to pick up the slack but what was on my mind the whole time was how much I really don't want to hangout with a specific friend. They are a great friend don't get me wrong... just a great ONLINE friend. To say it straight, I'm an introvert by heart. I get nervous meeting people and I can't hold eye contact for a long while. I've known him for 4 years and only met him once with another long term friend of mine. He had fun but honestly I didn't. I was so focused on pleasing and finding activity's for us to do I deeply just wanted to go home and play marvel rivals. And as of now he wants to hang out again and I've been putting it off for so long I agreed that sure we can hangout sometime this week. I think I might blow up. Kidding but you get the point. I'm anxious about the whole thing but that's my little rant of this week. I have nooo clue what to do and for ref I only have 4 Irl friends hahaha.. sad yeah I know but I love them all so much! BUT ONLINE I HAVE A LOT AND I LOVE THEM ALL TOO!!! My online friends keep me grounded when personal life gets to much.