My Flesh and Spirit Are at War ♫

My Flesh and Spirit Are at War #HeartCallsMusic My spirit longs to rest in You, My weary heart needs answers too. I pray for peace, then lie awake, Still holding all I fear might break. I want to trust, I need to know Why healing comes so very slow. You hear the war beneath my skin; Lord, I want You to win. My flesh and spirit are at war; I’m tired of being torn anymore. One part believes, one part still cries, Afraid to leave these dreams behind. Hold me through what I can’t explain, Teach me to trust You in the pain. Where fear and faith collide within, Lord, I want You to win. My spirit says that You are near, My body trembles with the fear. I know Your love, yet feel alone; I long for arms that feel like home. I’ve tried so hard to carry on, To hide how much my strength is gone. Tonight, no brave words will suffice Just hear the breaking in my cries. My flesh and spirit are at war; I’m tired of being torn anymore. One part believes, one part still cries, Afraid to leave these dreams behind. Hold me through what I can’t explain, Teach me to trust You in the pain. Where fear and faith collide within, Lord, I want You to win. I thought surrender meant no tears, No trembling hands, no lingering fears. But here I am, still aching, Lord, Reaching for You without a word. I cannot make this sorrow cease, But I can bring it to Your feet. Receive the little faith I bring; Stay close while I release my grip. My flesh and spirit are at war; Meet me where I have nothing more. Let faith grow deeper than my fear, And let me know You’re with me here. Though answers haven’t found me yet, Help me take the next small step. Through all the ache that lives within, Lord, I want You to win. Until my heart can rest in You, Hold me while I learn to.