why I’m no longer with my husband and how to not end up like me

Hey guys, It took a lot for me to make this video. Shame, embarrassment, confusion, hurt and grief have kept me in the dark and masking that I’m okay or doing well when I’m really not. My husband leaving me has broken me beyond belief. The hurt and pain we’ve inflicted upon each other, breaks me beyond belief. The fact I won’t be able to have another child anytime soon, breaks me beyond belief. Not having the closest thing to my child and biggest sense of comfort (outside of God) breaks me beyond belief. However this is not the end. Heartbreak is not my home. There will be better days ahead and God has kept and carried me through it all and will continue to. Likewise your pain, suffering and misfortune is not the end for you. You don’t have to believe that this is it and things won’t get better. God has got you too, it just takes realising you’re not okay, you can’t do this on your own and allowing him to take the wheel. You’re not alone and I hope the vulnerability of the video helps you to see so. I hope you’ve found some comfort encouragement or hope in it. I will be making this into a series. I don’t want anyone to go through any of the suffering we’ve had to go through throughout the past years of our marriage. Please share with anyone you think needs to hear this.  My inbox’s are opened ❤️