Sykotic3 - METHAMPHETA-MINE

Hope You All Enjoy!!!!! [Lyrics Below] [Intro] Yeah They told me I was playing with fire I told them I knew what I was doing That was the first lie Methanphetamine That is the proper name But around here Methampheta MINE [Pre Hook] What is that Methanphetamine And what is MINE Everything [Hook] Methampheta MINE Yeah everything is mine Lost a couple days somewhere between four and five Methampheta MINE Yeah I am doing just fine Haven't slept in forever but I am feeling alive Methampheta MINE Keep your hands off what is mine Got a million little problems and I named every one mine Methampheta MINE What a beautiful lie Thought I had the drug Turns out the drug had mine [Verse 1] Started with confidence thought I could handle the ride Told myself I would stay in control kept that thought by my side Heart beating like a kick drum thoughts moving too fast Looking at tomorrow like I already passed Cleaning up the kitchen at two in the morning Got the whole damn house looking like a warning Found a penny underneath the couch in the dark Spent forty five minutes investigating the mark Seventeen projects finished maybe two Started three more before I knew what to do Filled an entire notebook with ideas overnight Read it back the next morning Not a damn thing was right Could not find my phone started tearing up the place Checked the couch checked the table checked every damn space Finally found it sitting right there in my hand At least I found something That was the plan [Hook] Methampheta MINE Yeah everything is mine Lost a couple days somewhere between four and five Methampheta MINE Yeah I am doing just fine Haven't slept in forever but I am feeling alive Methampheta MINE Keep your hands off what is mine Got a million little problems and I named every one mine Methampheta MINE What a beautiful lie Thought I had the drug Turns out the drug had mine [Verse 2] Now paranoia is knocking like it knows where I stay Every little noise got me looking both ways Heard something move thought somebody got in Walked into the kitchen Refrigerator again Started reading every message like a code in disguise Counting every period analyzing every hi My buddy texted okay I stared at it twice Why did he use a K That is not right Mirror got suspicious underneath the bathroom light Stared at my reflection like we might get in a fight I said you look tired The reflection looked back I said do not get smart Then remembered That is me My thoughts getting louder my sleep getting thin Every little problem turning into a bigger one again Heard a noise in the hallway grabbed a broom like a sword Walked around the corner ready to settle the score Nothing there Just the cat on the floor Looked at him sideways He looked at me more Now the toaster has a problem I can feel it in the air Why does it pop up every time I walk over there I unplugged it once Still looked like it cared So I put it in the closet Now the closet is suspicious too [Post Hook] MINE Everything is mine MINE What is yours is mine MINE Think I am doing fine MINE Why is everybody looking at me like that [Verse 3] Now the laughter gets quieter the longer I stay Friends stopped calling family got tired of the same I kept saying I am good like repeating made it true But everybody else could see what I refused to Funny how mine started changing what it meant First it was the room then the money I spent Then my time then my trust then the people in my life Trading pieces of tomorrow just to feel alright I wanted the rush wanted something extreme Thought I was chasing a feeling thought I was chasing a dream Never thought I would trade pieces of myself for the high Never thought I would look in the mirror and avoid my own eyes The jokes were easy when I thought I had control Harder when I realized what I traded for the role Thought I owned the problem thought I called every shot Turns out I was not holding it It was holding me My time was not mine My choices were not mine My trust was not mine And somewhere along the way Neither was my mind That is the part nobody puts inside the joke You laugh at the chaos until the laughter starts to choke You swear you are still yourself swear you are still doing fine Until you look around and realize Nothing feels like mine [Final Hook] Methampheta MINE Now I know what it means It was not something that I owned It was something owning me Methampheta MINE Started laughing at the name Thought I was saying MINE But it was saying YOU ARE MINE Methampheta MINE Yeah I finally see the line Funny how you claim something right before it claims your life Methampheta MINE I thought I had the drug Turns out the drug had mine [Outro] Methanphetamine That is the drug Methampheta MINE That is the joke Funny how the joke changes when you realize you were never the one saying MINE Wait Where the hell did I put my phone About The Music: Mixing/Producing - Sykotic3/Ai Song Idea - Sykotic3 Lyrics - Sykotic3/Ai Vocals - Sykotic3/Ai