Nothing Made Me Feel More Like I Was in a Matrix Than Having a Job

0:00 | The matrix question 1:43 | Why the corporate world felt wrong 3:52 | Soul crying at the U-bahn 6:17 | Working mad hours for myself 8:44 | Asking permission to be sick 10:31 | Overriding your own body 12:08 | The lie I told myself 14:23 | The calling I kept pushing away I turned to my colleague one night at 7 PM, still at my desk, still not done, and I just asked him: do you ever feel like we're in a matrix? I want to talk about what that question actually cost me to hold, and what it taught me about why some of us physically cannot survive the corporate world the way it's built. In this video I'm sharing what it felt like when my soul was genuinely crying at a U-bahn station, why I kept going back anyway, the lie I told myself about not being equipped to do the work I was actually called to do, and why overriding your own body every single day is its own kind of sick. If any of this sounds like your life right now, drop a comment and tell me. And if you're in the middle of a major life transition and you want a space to think it through with people who actually get it, subscribe so you don't miss what's coming next.