Christian French - golden years (Official Video)

pre-save my next song! : https://ffm.to/cfpresave “golden years” is out now! listen here: https://ffm.to/goldenyearscf follow me: Instagram:   / christianfr.  . TikTok: https://vm.tiktok.com/ZMdyM7S26/ Twitter:   / christianfrench   Facebook:   / christianfrench   lyrics: I can’t ever get some rest Staring at my ceiling, thinking ‘bout the weight that’s on my chest (I’m) always worried ‘bout what's next I think I forgot How to live in present tense Yeah I’m supposed to be In the prime of my life But all I can see Are the demons I fight Try to believe That there’s a silver lining I can’t find it I don't wanna be Spending all my golden years Climbin’ all the way to the top So how the hell’d I wind up here Tryna be somebody I’m not Used to be a lot less jaded Now I’m lost, and all frustrated Trading happiness for tears And all my golden years I should be a mile ahead by now (somewhere better) But I’m burning all my daylight wondering how I can get there I know I shouldn't count all of my days under the sun But I don't wanna blink and then I wake up and it’s gone And never really got to be the person that I want to be Oooh I’m supposed to feel Like I’m living it right Is it all in my head? Am I wasting my time? Try to believe That there's a silver lining I can't find it I don't wanna be Spending all my golden years Climbin’ all the way to the top So how the hell’d I wind up here Tryna be somebody I’m not Used to be a lot less jaded Now I’m lost, and all frustrated Trading happiness for tears And all my golden years Oooooh And all my golden years Oooooh I don't wanna be Spending all my golden years Climbin’ all the way to the top So how the hell’d I wind up here Tryna be somebody I’m not Used to be a lot less jaded Now I’m lost, and all frustrated Trading happiness for tears And all my golden years