RIVERVØID - Soft Kill

I used to chase I used to want I used to feel it in my chest Now I chase the numbness Now I call it rest Lost the spark Lost the trust Lost the reason I was made of It's a soft kill They don't take the pain away They only take the fight It's a soft kill I used to reach I used to lean I used to want a hand on me Now I flinch at being touched Now I flinch at being seen Lost the spark Lost the trust Lost the reason I was made of It's a soft kill They don't take the pain away They only take the fight It's a soft kill One more glass One more line One more blue pill to quiet the mind Burn it down Or drink it dry A gentle, chemical, beautiful kill It's a soft kill They don't take the pain away They only take the fight It's a soft kill It's a soft kill It's a soft kill