MytiMuffyn - UNDER MY OWN NAME (Official Audio)
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MytiMuffyn - UNDER MY OWN NAME (Official Audio)
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🎬 MytiMuffyn - UNDER MY OWN NAME (Official Audio)
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🛠️ [Track Credits]
Music, Lyrics & Production: MytiMuffyn
Visuals: MytiMuffyn
📜 [LYRICS]
You liked me best
when I needed you to like me.
I called that love.
I was wrong.
Tuesday morning, mascara running under bathroom light,
Cold tile, cracked phone, reading your message twice
“Don't make this harder” — like my hurt was just a nuisance,
So I swallowed every answer till my silence looked convenient
I learned your favorite version of my voice,
The softer one that never made too much noise
I trimmed every sentence before it left my tongue,
Then wondered why the words inside me stopped feeling like my own
Coffee went cold beside the sink,
I watched my reflection hesitate to blink
That girl looked tired,
and somehow still apologized.
For what?
How many pieces
can I give away
before I can't recognize my name?
How many times
can I say “I'm fine”
before the lie
becomes my face?
Who was I trying to save?
I WAS SO BUSY BEING LOVED
I FORGOT TO ASK IF I WAS OKAY!
I TURNED MY OWN VOICE DOWN
JUST TO KEEP YOURS FROM WALKING AWAY!
Now every word I buried
is beating underneath my skin—
I DON'T WANT YOUR FORGIVENESS!
I WANT MYSELF BACK AGAIN!
Friday night, blue street, headlights on the ceiling,
Three missed calls, old pain, every nerve resurfacing
“You're different now”—
yeah, that's the point, isn't it?
Maybe losing who I was
was the first honest thing I did
Every maybe, every later,
every almost, every wait,
Every time I made myself smaller
just to keep things from breaking
You never had to ruin me.
I did it piece by piece,
Every time I chose your comfort
over what I couldn't breathe
That truth hurts.
There wasn't one betrayal.
There wasn't one goodbye.
Just a thousand tiny moments
where I left myself behind.
Now the mirror feels unfamiliar—
but I don't look away.
LOOK AT ME—
I'M NOT BENDING THIS TIME!
No more rehearsing.
No more second-guessing.
No more shrinking
so somebody else can breathe.
I CAN HEAR MY OWN HEART
WITHOUT YOUR NAME INSIDE IT!
I'M NOT COMING BACK!
Sometimes healing
isn't beautiful.
Sometimes it's
deleting the number,
dropping the photograph,
sitting on the floor,
hands still shaking—
and saying,
I miss you.
And still leaving.
CUT THE SIGNAL!
KILL THE PLAYBACK!
NO MORE SORRY!
I'M DONE PAYING!
IF LOVING YOU MEANT LOSING ME,
THEN LET ME LOSE YOU!
I DON'T NEED TO BE
THE VERSION THAT YOU MISS!
I NEED TO BE
THE WOMAN I CAN LIVE WITH!
Let every room
remember this sound—
I'M HERE!
I'M HERE!
I'M STILL HERE!
I'M STILL HERE!
Tonight
the room is quiet.
No message.
No footsteps.
Just my hand
against the glass.
The face looking back
is mine.
At last.
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