...Expect the Worst

It all comes crashing down! Am I worth nothing? To no one? Feels like my whole world has come undone Should I just give up? I've had enough I can't find the sun through the clouds with the rain pouring down Will someone tell me things will be all right? 'Cause I can't stand another sleepless night Hope may be an anchor but I'm still lost at sea And I'm pretty sure no one's looking for me Wind in my sails but there's water to bail Steering in circles; doomed to fail What if this ship sinks twice? Under the water; under the sky Love is a burning flame but I'm always in pain No matter how I try to change Broken and bruised from the trials I've faced This would be easier if my heart could be replaced Time cannot heal these scars They follow me no matter how far I've been told to hold on, pain ends But will I ever be happy again? My life seems to be cursed I try to hope for the best, but always expect the worst