Øne Last Regret - The Ghost Of You (Audio)

"The Ghost Of You" Lyrics. I still hear your voice when the room goes quiet I still see your face when I try to deny it I tell myself I'm better, but I know that's a lie 'Cause every fucking night, I still ask myself why I kept your picture by the side of my bed Like somehow you'd come back and fix what's in my head I wear your old shirt when I'm missing you God, I fucking hate that there's nothing I can do Your name still burns when it lights up my phone Then I remember I'm sleeping alone I tried to move on, tried to bury the past But every fucking memory brings you back And I don't wanna let you go But I know that I have to I'm trying like hell to heal But everything still leads back to you I'M STILL FUCKING LOST WITHOUT YOU I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M SUPPOSED TO DO I'D GIVE EVERYTHING JUST TO HEAR YOU SAY THAT YOU STILL LOVE ME LIKE YOU DID THAT DAY I'M SICK OF PRETENDING I'M DOING FINE WHEN YOUR MEMORY'S FUCKING EATING ME ALIVE YOU WERE THE BEST THING I EVER KNEW NOW I'M LEARNING HOW TO LIVE WITHOUT YOU I pass your street and I slow down Like some stupid part of me thinks you'll be around I remember the nights we stayed up until three When you were everything I ever wanted to be Now I've got silence where your laughter used to be And a thousand fucking questions staring back at me Was I not enough? Did I fuck it all up? Or was losing you just something I couldn't stop? And I don't wanna let you go But you're already gone I'm trying like hell to move But I've been stuck here for so long I'M STILL FUCKING LOST WITHOUT YOU I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M SUPPOSED TO DO I'D GIVE EVERYTHING JUST TO HEAR YOU SAY THAT YOU STILL LOVE ME LIKE YOU DID THAT DAY I'M SICK OF PRETENDING I'M DOING FINE WHEN YOUR MEMORY'S FUCKING EATING ME ALIVE YOU WERE THE BEST THING I EVER KNEW NOW I'M LEARNING HOW TO LIVE WITHOUT YOU Maybe someday I won't miss your touch Maybe someday it won't hurt this much Maybe I'll wake up and finally see That losing you didn't have to bury me But tonight I'm still fucked up and alone Staring at the ceiling of our empty home And if moving on means forgetting you Then tell me how the fuck am I supposed to do that too? YOU LEFT! I STAYED! YOU MOVED ON! I FUCKING BROKE! I GAVE YOU EVERYTHING! YOU TOOK IT ALL! NOW I'M LEARNING! HOW TO LET YOU GO! I'M STILL FUCKING LOST WITHOUT YOU BUT I'M STARTING TO FIND SOMETHING NEW I'D GIVE EVERYTHING JUST TO HEAR YOU SAY THAT YOU STILL LOVE ME LIKE YOU DID THAT DAY BUT I CAN'T KEEP FUCKING WAITING HERE FOR SOMEONE WHO'S NEVER COMING BACK, MY DEAR YOU WERE THE BEST THING I EVER KNEW AND I'LL ALWAYS FUCKING MISS YOU I still hear your voice when the room goes quiet I still see your face when I try to deny it Maybe I'll be okay when the memories fade But tonight I still fucking wish you'd stayed I loved you more than I knew how to say And losing you still takes my breath away So I'll carry your ghost till I finally break through I'll learn how to live... Without you.