Wanting to change

Lyrics: [Intro – Tired, Bitter Female Spoken Voice, Minimal Instrumentation] Weak... Fragile... Powerless... Crushed beneath the weight of what they say... I want to change, but I... I can't do this... Sigh... [Instrumental Build-Up – Melancholic Electric Guitar, Rising Drums, Growing Tension] [Verse 1 – Vulnerable Female Vocals] I'm just a fragile girl, with no courage left. I try to silence the voices in my head. I try to think of You, instead of what they might say. But even when I try... it doesn't go away. I'm tired of feeling worthless, tired of feeling small. Like I must become somebody before I can stand tall. [Pre-Chorus – Building Emotion, Stronger Vocals] What's wrong with me?! Where did I go wrong?! Ah... right... It's where I came from. I've left my past behind, so why am I still scarred? Why do these old wounds still have a toll on me? [Chorus – Explosive Alternative Rock, Powerful Female Vocals] Oh, my Lord, please help me! I don't want to feel this way anymore! I'm tired of feeling lesser, of chasing their acceptance! No one stands above You, no one comes close to Your name! Remind me who You are, Lord! Don't let me lose my way! [Verse 2 – Rhythmic Female Vocals, Driving Drums] I'm tired of fighting for things that don't matter. Trying to prove my worth while my heart just breaks. I don't want their approval, I don't need their crown. I just need Your presence when everything weighs me down. I'm weak, I know it, I can't change alone. So teach me how to stand with a strength I've never known. [Pre-Chorus – Rising Guitar, Emotional Vocals] I don't want to be proud, I don't want to feel superior. I just want to grow, to become a little stronger. Lord, remind me of Your greatness, when I forget what's true. And if I drift away from You, please call me back to You! [Chorus – Powerful Rock, Emotional Female Vocals] Oh, my Lord, please help me! I don't want to feel this way anymore! I'm tired of feeling lesser, of chasing their acceptance! No one stands above You, no one comes close to Your name! Remind me who You are, Lord! Don't let me lose my way! [Bridge – Stripped-Back Guitar, Desperate Female Vocals] I want to be a shelter, someone others can trust. Not someone who brings pain when they're searching for love. I know I've failed before, I know I've caused some pain. But please don't let my past make me hurt someone again. Heal the wounds I carry, teach me how to care. Make me someone who can listen, someone who will always be there. [Instrumental Break – Heavy Guitar Riff, Driving Drums, Emotional Build-Up] [Bridge 2 – Determined Female Vocals, Gradually Intensifying] I know I'll face the struggles, I know I'll have to grow specially like that. And even when it's painful, I know You'll help me through. You never leave Your children, You never turn away. You're their shield, their comfort, the strength they need everyday. So if I can't be changed yet, then teach me how to change! I'll walk through every challenge with Your hand to guide my way! [Final Chorus – Explosive Rock, Powerful Female Vocals, Layered Harmonies] Oh, my Lord, please help me! I don't want to live this way any longer! I won't keep chasing shadows, I won't keep begging for acceptance! No one stands above You, You alone will be my strength! Remind me who You are, Lord! Help me rise again and again! I'm weak, but You're my strength! I'm lost, but You're my guide! I'll face the things that haunt me with You here by my side! [Outro – Soft Piano, Exhausted but Hopeful Female Voice] I don't want to stay the same... I want to become someone better. Not by my strength alone, but with You beside me. Lord... Please help me change. I want to become the person I'm meant to be. Pace a tutti, che il Signore sia con voi sempre🤍. Peace to everyone, may the Lord be with you always🤍.