this will be my last video on this YouTube channel.

hello to everyone and anyone watching! three of my favourite channels on this platform who no longer create content are (in no particular order) ‪@bestdressed‬, ‪@naynaflorence‬, and ‪@ConanGray‬. While they all had their own good reasons for quitting YouTube, one thing they all also have in common is that they never made a ‘goodbye’ video. no, they don’t owe me/us anything, but that lack of closure really hurt me as these channels really inspired me and genuinely shaped me into the person I am today, each in different ways. So even though part of me feels like this video you’re watching is super dramatic and I’m nowhere nearly as big as they were here, I’ve been here for a long time and I couldn’t do that to you guys even if by ‘you guys’ I mean the four people who still care about this channel. I think I’ve said everything I want to say in the video so watch it if you want, but thank you thank you thank you for an incredible eight years! I’ll miss you all so much xxx thank you so much for being here, I love all 1,792 of you ❤️ remember to always stay true to yourself and be nice to everyone, Taja xx ✿ business inquiries: tsmyles23@gmail.com support me ✿ subscribe:    / @tajashania   ✿ second channel:    / @tsmproductions23   ✿ Patreon:   / tajashania   ✿ Vinted: https://www.vinted.co.uk/member/68183... ✿ Etsy: https://www.etsy.com/uk/shop/TSMprodu... ✿ inner healing dream journal https://www.amazon.co.uk/Dream-Journa... ✿ self-care mood & habit tracker https://www.amazon.co.uk/Self-Care-Mo... things mentioned ✿ my second channel:    / @tsmproductions23   ✿ my Patreon:   / tajashania   time stamps ✿ intro - this is not clickbait 0:00 ✿ I have no time to edit 6:11 ✿ editing feels like a chore 9:50 ✿ I think I have ADHD & it makes creating content hard 11:18 ✿ no growth in subscribers/views 13:50 ✿ high investment (money, time & effort) inequivalent to the rewards 19:50 ✿ filming outside has always been so uncomfortable 21:39 ✿ I miss being present 23:12 ✿ I regret my digital footprint & wanna be more private online 28:15 ✿ I have a second channel ‪@TSMProductions23‬ (soon to be main) ​⁠& a Patreon! 34:11 ✿ thank you for an incredible 8 years ❤️‍🩹 43:29 music ✿ girl - sobs (intro song)    • Sobs - Girl (Official Video)   ✿ dimension - anna therese (outro song) https://soundcloud.app.goo.gl/aj78aEs... ✿ do you think we're old enough - Au Gres https://thmatc.co/?l=489F11FD (i don’t own the rights to any of the songs, no copyright intended!!) affiliate links ✿ my filming equipment camera https://amzn.to/3wmb7JW camera battery https://amzn.to/3PrsKjb tripod https://amzn.to/3NCOhnt ✿ my PayPal (if you’re feeling generous) https://www.paypal.me/tsmyles23 ✿ sign up to Plum & start saving £££ https://friends.withplum.com/r/eAvysM ✿ sign up to Uber https://www.uber.com/invite/tajam188ue ✿ sign up to thematic premium for a great selection of copyright free youtube music https://app.hellothematic.com/?via=taja ✿ sign up to user interviews and complete your first study to earn $10 https://www.userinterviews.com/r/oqyt... ✿ get £10 off at the body shop when you spend over £35 on your first online order https://thebodyshop.mention-me.com/m/... ✿ get £5 from mazuma mobile when you trade in a device worth £50 or more https://mazuma.mention-me.com/m/ol/oe... ✿ glamermaid press on nails https://shorturl.at/gszFU ✿ use code TMYLES11 to sign up to freeprints & get 5 bonus free prints points each month when you place your first order FAQs ✿ how old am I? I know i look 12 but I am in fact 27 at the time this was posted (Taurus baby born in April 1998) ✿ where am I from? I’m a London gal!! born, raised and currently living here ✿ what do I film and edit on? I film on my Canon g7x mark ii & iPhone, and edit on the CapCut and Splice apps!