You Trust Your Feelings, Trust Me

Hello family, Greetings in Jesus name. Forgive me my long absences, I have been in long trials, and please pray for my health, I am feeling low all the time. I was in prayer, crying and brooding over my own faults and sins. The Lord has been dealing with interior of my heart. He is sanctifying me through the trials, and I am still learning to be obedient to Him. 2 days back he gave me a rhema card, spiritual adultery in the world. I had slowly drifted from the Lord in watching reels on social media and also indulging in food. Food has became my weakness, after messing up for 2 days. When I came to realize what I was doing? Because sometimes we indulge in the world yet so subtle that we don't notice our involvement in the world. Thankfully the Lord showed mercy to me again, and in the morning when I repented, He gave me a Rhema I took upon Myself your Poverty and weakness, look to me not your poor human state. Through this Rhema the Lord is asking me to look on Him and focus on Him rather than my weakness which He has paid on the cross. Amen. I felt strengthened not to feel bad about my weaknesses but to look upon Him with confidence for forgiveness and mercy. This message was given to me many months ago, I was crying over selfish desires to be met, I wanted consolation The Lord began to speak, Bathe in Me. My daughter I cry over when My bride wants Me only for her. Not for Me, you trust your feelings, trust Me. It's hard, but My will. For Me, love Me. Pray, I will give My ways, never astray. Keep Me. That was the end of the Lord Jesus message! Pray family, stay focused on the Lord and His ways. Amen!