XIRON DARKSTAR - I’M F’D UP AND IT’S INCURABLE (REMASTER) | Official Audio

Lyrics: I wake up to sirens Inside my skull Out-of-tune parade Stomping down the hall Teeth grit Tongue bit Blood on the sink and I still Won’t spit it out Spin in Skin thin Itch in my bones I scratch Until I hit doubt I am the bad scan Circles on the X-ray Doctor shrugs “I guess it’s how you’re wired, Mate” I’m fucked up and it’s incurable Write it on my chart in red Stamp it like a passport To the war inside my head Not a phase Not cute Not beautiful It’s a stain I never shed I’m fucked up and it’s incurable You can leave I’ll rot instead Five cups of coffee Still feel underwater Thoughts like stray dogs Gnawing at each other Self-help saints Selling scented survival I tried your mantras They bounced off the drywall I am the black mold Under the fresh paint You smell the rot Pretend you can’t I’m fucked up and it’s incurable Write it on my chart in red Stamp it like a passport To the war inside my head Not a phase Not cute Not beautiful It’s a stain I never shed I’m fucked up and it’s incurable You can leave I’ll rot instead This isn’t tragic It’s traffic Nose to tail In a dead-end brain This isn’t quirky It’s surgery Wide awake With a rusted blade This isn’t trauma poetry It’s pathology My favorite symptom? I still think I can be “saved” Speed up the heartbeat Trip on the same step daily Laugh in the wrong place Friends go pale Then they bail See Order anxiety With a side of rage Serve it on a cracked plate Smash it on the stage I am the wrong note Held a little too long Bagpipe in a funeral hymn Wrecking every song I’m fucked up and it’s incurable Write it on my chart in red Stamp it like a passport To the war inside my head No cure Just Management And I mis-manage Every prescription (HEY!) I’m not special (HEY!) I’m just sick (HEY!) Brains like mine (HEY!) Don’t get fixed Write it on my headstone Simple Plain And brutal “Born wrong Died wrong” Pipe drone Black funeral