Lonely nights - BreastMilk (Official Audio)

[Intro] Yeah… Hmm… Sometimes the loudest room Is the one inside your head… Yeah… [Verse 1] I had a conversation with my shadow last night He said, “You keep running, but you’re losing the fight” I told him, “I’m tired, but I’m still on my feet” He said, “You call it living, but you barely breathe” I got a thousand thoughts that I never say A smile on my face just to get through the day Everybody asks me, “Brother, are you okay?” I say, “Yeah, I’m good,” then I look away I built these walls with the things I regret Every brick got a name I can never forget If I could go back, would I change who I am? Or would I make the same mistakes all over again? [Pre-Chorus] And I don't know where I'm going But I know I can't stay here My heart keeps getting colder While everybody disappears [Chorus] When the lights go low, who am I? When nobody's there, can I survive? I've been carrying storms underneath my skin Trying to find a reason to begin again If tomorrow comes, I'll meet it somehow Even with these tears running down I don't need the world to understand I just need one reason to keep holding on [Verse 2] I remember days when the sky felt close When a little bit of love was enough to give hope Now I count my blessings with a broken smile Then I lose myself somewhere after midnight Mama said, “Son, don't carry it alone” But some things feel safer when nobody knows I got people I love, but I still feel alone Funny how a crowded room can feel like home to no one And there's somebody I wish I could give everything Give them all my sunshine, take away the rain But how do I promise that I'll never break When I'm still learning how to put myself back in place? [Pre-Chorus] And I don't know where I'm going But I know I can't stay here My heart keeps getting colder While everybody disappears [Chorus] When the lights go low, who am I? When nobody's there, can I survive? I've been carrying storms underneath my skin Trying to find a reason to begin again If tomorrow comes, I'll meet it somehow Even with these tears running down I don't need the world to understand I just need one reason to keep holding on [Bridge] Maybe I'm not broken Maybe I'm just bruised Maybe all these scars Are proof that I made it through Maybe I don't need answers Maybe I just need time Maybe there's a little piece of heaven Waiting on the other side So if you see me smiling Don't assume the pain is gone Some people learn to dance While the thunder carries on [Final Chorus] When the lights go low, I'll know my name Even if tomorrow doesn't feel the same I've been walking through the fire in the rain Still got a little hope inside this pain And if the night gets heavy, I'll breathe somehow If my heart gets tired, I'll slow it down I don't need to know where this road will end Tonight, I'm still here—and I'll try again [Outro] Yeah… I'll try again… Even when the lights go low… I'll try again. Hmm… I'm still here.