scrolling through what we used to say | Lark Hollow

You open the chat looking for a recipe. That's the lie. Three years of good morning texts are still there. The person who sent them isn't. Scrolling Through What We Used To Say is an emotional pop ballad about reading the proof that it was real, and trying to close it for the last time. If this is you, comment the word you still can't delete. Subscribe for the next song. Same feeling. New lyric video. Listen on : 🖤 Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/intl-pt/arti... 🍎 Apple Music:   / lark-hollow   🎵 YouTube Music:    / lark hollow - topic   🎧 Deezer: https://link.deezer.com/s/33FE6HGlY7g... Lyrics I told myself I was just looking for a recipe That's the lie I opened the chat with tonight But I scrolled right past it Straight into everything we used to write Three years of good morning texts Inside jokes that don't make sense to anyone else now I forgot how much we used to talk Forgot how easy it used to be, forgot how I know I should just close it I know this isn't good for me at all But there's something about seeing proof That it was real, that I didn't make it up, wasn't small Scrolling through what we used to say Watching two people who don't exist anymore The version of you who texted first The version of me who wasn't keeping score It's not that I want it back exactly I just needed to see it was real, needed proof Scrolling through what we used to say Grieving something I can't quite name, something I can't disprove There's a message from you at 2am once Just checking if I made it home okay I don't think you even remember sending it But I remember every single word you'd say I got to the day it started slowing down Watched the messages get shorter, watched them thin I know exactly where it started going wrong I have the receipts, I could pinpoint it, could begin Maybe I'll close this tonight And actually mean it this time Maybe I don't need the receipts anymore To know that what we had was mine It happened, it mattered, it was real I don't need three years of texts to prove that true I just need to let it be a memory Instead of somewhere I keep returning to Scrolling through what we used to say Closing it now, for real this time, I mean it Letting it be the past, letting it just be what it was #EmotionalPop #SadSong #LyricVideo #LarkHollow #ItWasReal