i wanna go

(i wanna go) (can pull the thread back down) cuts on me from head to toe it feels right i cant stop the flow of my essence of the red that sweeps through every living vein and head and from my heart there’s so much room so many sharp things in this quiet gloom with just my chest and a steady knife dont worry about this if you survive ill soon be in bliss when i finally sleep my lovely place where i can finally keep (i wanna go) (keep bleeding out the quiet days) im still pulling at these pale blue threads watching all the red unwind. need a steady rush to calm the chest right here in where ive been undone hold me close or let it fade— either way is gonna work. (i wanna go) / (let it bleed out) scars across my arms i dont care my mama saw but she cant scare herself enough to stop the flow you knew what i was before all the blood went low. im cutting ties with all the rest just for us two to manage and be blessed you ever wanted me? give me to the floor make me bleed till i dont anymore (i always gotta cry) / (died, yeah, i died) (i wanna go) (keep bleeding out the quiet days) im still pulling at these pale blue threads watching all the red unwind. need a steady rush to calm the chest right here in where ive been undone hold me close or let it fade— either way is gonna work. (i wanna go) / (let it bleed out) want to trace the vein back home feel your fingers press against my throat. those days still linger where weve been. sometimes i hear you breathe or see what you mean. or maybe not. (i wanna go) (keep bleeding out the quiet days) im still pulling at these pale blue threads watching all the red unwind. need a steady rush to calm the chest right here in where ive been undone. hold me close or let it fade— either way is gonna work. (i wanna go) / (let it bleed out) sometimes i hear you speak or maybe just the quiet leak…