GH0ST [Depression] - 7STAGES

LYRICS ------- I lie awake all night to find, Your laughter echoes inside my mind, The ghost of your presence next to me, Clutching onto your shirt just to sleep... I can't eat right, I can't relax, I feel lonely, won't you come back? Don't you love me? I wish you were here... I look for you and remember, It's all gone now, changed forever, At least I can hold you in my dreams... I talk to your ghost, I tell him all about my day, But he's too quiet, it's all quiet, it's all gone. Sometimes I forget and I'll try to call your name, Only to be met with the silence of present... Oh what I would give to hold your hands just one more time, Waste my days inside of empty rooms but I'm not fine, Do my best to smile when deep inside I want to cry, Tell myself I'll move on, I can't move on if I try, It hurts too much here on my own, Bad thoughts inside a quiet home, If it were to end here for me, that's okay, Everything has a stain of you, Wonder if you are hurting too, You were my life, my joy, I just wish you'd stay... You said I was strong when that's just really not the truth, because I'm dying, I'm just barely hanging on, Held your shirt and cried and laughed for hours yesterday, and I imagined all the things that you would say... (Goodbye, Goodbye, Goodbye...) I wont forget you, I'm glad I met you, The good times will live inside my heart, I want your comfort, hard not to feel hurt, My love, my best friend, back to the start, I'll hold on dearly to times you loved me, I'll replay them all inside my mind, Though this is all new, a healing wound, It hurts but I know we'll end up fine. (Goodbye, Goodbye, Goodbye...) Oh what I would give to hold your hands just one more time, Waste my days inside of empty rooms but I'm not fine, Do my best to smile when deep inside I want to cry, Tell myself I'll move on, I can't move on if I try...