Problematic - Down

Problematic - Down The Official Music Video For "Down" By 'Problematic' Stream Song On Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/0yES48... Buy Song On Itunes:   / down-single   Buy Song On Amazon Music: https://amazon.com/music/player/album... Buy Merch Here: https://www.problematichiphop.com/music For Features, Bookings, And Other Inquires Please Email: problematic.work@gmail.com Beat Produced By: Lexnour Beats Mixed and Mastered By: Adam Lewis Directed By: Cindy Cilia Produced By: Problematic Director Of Photography: Cindy Cilia Cover Art: Sonik Edited & FX By: Sonik Video Filmed In Bali, Indonesia Problematic - Down (Lyrics) Verse 1: My life a book but I’m stuck up on the same chapter  I need a change to the point nothing else matters My palms sweaty I’ve been hiding my anxiety  My OCD can’t lie truly bothers me  I know my music helps you cope it is therapeutic  I spent my whole life walking around feeling worthless There’s a lot more when you look beneath the surface Just know that you’re not alone and you do deserve it  Hoping one day maybe will be understood  And say goodbye to depression that has left me shook You see resentment when you look into my eyes  But one things for certain you won’t take away my pride  I struggle too tryna find the words to say  So have to write it down only way I can explain  I feel I’m on the verge where I wanna runaway  There’s not a single drug that can take away this pain Chorus: These walls are caving in I’m losing all my strength  This world has got me down down down down down  No one to call a friend They all leave in the end  I’m feeling hella down down down down down  Verse 2: Another day where I’m drowning in my misery  The things that used to bring me pleasure don’t mean sh*t to me  I guess my dopamine is lower than it shoulda been  And how come every time I speak no one listening?! I thought that changing my environment was the solution  But my problems still follow there is no improvement  I see a failure when I look into the mirror  But everyone around me see a winner it is clear  I cannot go on like this another f**king year Even God I’ve been neglecting life is not what it appears  Dancing with the devil got my finger on the trigger  I’m so close to giving in but I know I’m not a quitter I’m a broken record you can sense that I am fed up I’ll tell you how I feel you’ll just say to keep my head up  Maybe it is true I am cursed it’s in my genes  Been handed down a century there’s no point in helping me (noo!) Chorus Repeat Verse 3: Why do I still dwell on things I can’t fix?  My emotions get the best of me a sad trip Have good intentions but I’ve been lost in the Abyss  I pray I find my way out before my heart quits  You can call me pessimistic I won’t disagree  I see life through a different lens practically  I stay alone to protect my own sanity  I’m fearing of the unknown waiting anxiously  Don’t worry keep going everything will be okay!  Be happy why you sad? That is all they ever say I’m mad I’m stressed put my limits to the test Got everything I wanted yet I am such a mess truthfully I should probably pray to God more And practice gratitude the key to open new doors  I’m stubborn I admit it that’s a huge flaw  I feel like being stressed has become my new job  Chorus Repeat x1