I Found God When I Found Myself (slower)

I FOUND GOD WHEN I FOUND MYSELF By Jennifer Shiloh I spent so long looking outward, Trying to find the perfect door. Trying to become what they told me I was supposed to be searching for. But every road kept leading inward. Every question led me home. And the deeper I went searching, The less alone I felt. I met the parts of me I’d buried. I met the woman I’d ignored. I met the wounds I’d been carrying And stopped calling them my fault. I thought finding God meant leaving Everything I was behind. But God kept leading me inward Until I finally met my own light. I found God when I found myself. Found the sacred in my scars. Found a piece of something endless Living underneath my heart. I stopped running from my shadow. I stopped begging to be enough. And somewhere in the becoming… I remembered I was loved. I found God When I finally found myself. The woman I was terrified to meet Was the woman I became. The one who asked the questions, The one who refused to live afraid. I thought my darkness made me broken. Now I know it made me whole. Because every shadow I walked through Brought another piece of me home. And I don’t need to hate my past To become somebody new. I can love the girl I used to be For surviving what she knew. I found God when I found myself. Found the sacred in my scars. Found a piece of something endless Living underneath my heart. I stopped running from my shadow. I stopped begging to be enough. And somewhere in the becoming… I remembered I was loved. I found God When I finally found myself. Maybe awakening isn’t rising Above the human things we feel. Maybe awakening is realizing Even this is sacred. Even this is real. The grief. The questions. The breaking. The love. Every piece of the journey Was leading me inward. And inward… Was where I found You. I found God when I found myself. And I finally understand: I wasn’t broken beyond repair. I was becoming who I am. I don’t have to run from darkness. I don’t have to fear the night. Because I’ve learned how to carry My own shadow into light. I found God When I found myself. And maybe that’s the greatest truth I’ll ever know. I searched the heavens… And found them inside. I searched for God… And found love waiting In the place I had been afraid to look. Inside me. ⸻ #IFoundGodWhenIFoundMyself #JenniferShiloh #SoulRiseWhispers #ShadowWork #SpiritualAwakening #KnowYourself #InnerHealing #FindingYourself #SelfWorth #RememberWhoYouAre #HealingThroughMusic #SoulJourney #CinematicSoftRock #OriginalMusic #AwakeningWithin