My Song - I Build The Walls

Requested by super067. Song Lyrics I build the walls up high just to hide in the rain Let the fear take over, tryna mask all the pain I push you away when I’m desperate to hold you Choking on the words that I should’ve just told you But through every storm and through every scar No matter the distance, no matter how far I'm standing my ground, I refuse to let go You’re the safest place that my heart will ever know Tryna act tough, put a mask on my face But I'm breaking inside, pacing around in this space Every single second that I picture you leaving My chest tightens up and I forget to start breathing I know I get distant, I know I shut down Paralyzed completely by the thought you won't be around I carry deep lacerations from the people before So I lock up the house and put a chain on the door But you see right through me, you refuse to depart Melting all the ice I used to guard my own heart And I don’t know how, but you make me okay Turning all my darkest nights straight into day I build the walls up high just to hide in the rain Let the fear take over, tryna mask all the pain I push you away when I’m desperate to hold you Choking on the words that I should’ve just told you But through every storm and through every scar No matter the distance, no matter how far I'm standing my ground, I refuse to let go You’re the safest place that my heart will ever know It’s a war in my mind, got a fractured design Holding on too tight then I am crossing the line Then I let go too fast cause I’m panicked and shook Misreading your silence, second guessing a look I’m fighting my future while I’m stuck in my past Wondering if something this beautiful can last I don’t mean to hurt you, I don’t mean to run You’re the brightest light after the damage was done And even when I’m terrified and losing my grip And I feel the whole foundation starting to slip I look at your face and the chaos subsides Every road in my soul is where your spirit resides I build the walls up high just to hide in the rain Let the fear take over, tryna mask all the pain I push you away when I’m desperate to hold you Choking on the words that I should’ve just told you But through every storm and through every scar No matter the distance, no matter how far I'm standing my ground, I refuse to let go You’re the safest place that my heart will ever know I won't lie to you anymore. I’m scared. Scared of the day you pack your bags and say goodbye. But if love means fighting, then I'm standing right here. No more running. No more shutting you out. Through every heavy silence, through every screaming doubt. I’m dropping the armor. Look at me. I build the walls up high just to hide in the rain Let the fear take over, tryna mask all the pain I push you away when I’m desperate to hold you Choking on the words that I should’ve just told you But through every storm and through every scar No matter the distance, no matter how far I'm standing my ground, I refuse to let go You’re the safest place that my heart will ever know #acousticsongs #music #newsong #popsongs #popmusic #englishsongs #Popsong #Englishsong #Newsongs #Hiphopsongs #hiphopmusic #chillmusic #hiphopmix #tophits