Mr. Tulip - The Final Stand

Written by Mr. Tulip Lyrics: I stand here debating to myself Should I end it all or cry for help You see this pain inside it cripples me I wish someone would just come and save me I can't remember when I could face a day I never really had a smile on my face As time goes by all I do is waste away I wish I would've died and just left this place I want to know where I belong with all this pain I need to know how I can live with shame I want to know why I can't be the same I need to know if this is the end of me I wait around to find out whats the plan I scream to God why can't I be a man To face these demons who destroy who I am And ruin everything I love for which I stand