linkedin is a horror film and i'm the final girl ★ video diary 1

video diary #1 | post grad anxiety, job hunting, and a very average monday Mon. Sep 28, 2026. hello youtube ! introductions are in order i suppose. thank you for interacting with my first video diary. I intend to post these daily before i go to bed so i can adequately reflect on the day. overall, my life is pretty ordinary, all things considered... so hopefully you won't fall asleep to me droning on about my first world problems. Apologies for any tech issues. It was a pretty average monday with some average interactions. I went to work at 10:30 am. and then i went to my other job. i made a new friend and i applied for a job i'm vastly unqualified for. i took my meds with an breakfast sandwich. i didn't feel as anxious as usual, which is a big plus. I'm always anxious, but today the anxiety was a low-level hum and not a catastrophic shriek. i have some fun things ahead this week, including a concert with friends (that i may or may not have bullied into coming with me). we're gonna get really stupid drunk to some pirate rock. i'm smiling with so much anticipatory joy. anyways yeah. thats about it. my nerdy tiktok:   / bloodspacewar   #videodiary #vlog #postgrad