After All I’ve Done (minor flash warning, volume warning)

Lyrics No No no no Not like this Not after everything I stacked the bodies just to stand I burned whole worlds to buy some time Every scream was justification Every sin was mine I told myself it had to be done That blood was proof I’d survive But you don’t get to play the monster Then ask the dark to pass you by I see the end in every breath Feel it clawing at my spine If this is where it all goes black Then it won’t be quiet won’t be kind I’M NOT DYING AFTER ALL I’VE DONE NOT AFTER EVERY LINE I’VE CROSSED I DIDN’T BURN REALITIES TO DUST JUST TO BE ANOTHER LOSS I PAID THE PRICE IN BLOOD AND BONE I CARRIED HELL SO I’D SURVIVE YOU DON’T GET TO TAKE ME NOW I’M NOT DONE I’M STILL ALIVE You think you scare me I’ve been worse I became the thing I feared I tore my morals piece by piece Just to keep the end unclear Every kill still lives in me Every face won’t let me sleep But if damnation’s what I am Then damn it I’ll go down with teeth I hear them begging from the past Feel their hands around my throat If I stop I face their eyes So I just keep swinging hope I choke I’M NOT DYING AFTER ALL I’VE DONE NOT AFTER EVERY SOUL I TORE I DIDN’T SLAUGHTER MYSELF AWAY JUST TO FALL TO SOMETHING MORE I MADE A CROWN OF EVERYTHING I LOST A THRONE OF PAIN AND LIES YOU DON’T GET TO END MY STORY NOT YET NOT TONIGHT If there’s a line I haven’t crossed I’ll cross it now If there’s a god above this mess LET HIM LOOK ME DOWN I don’t want redemption I don’t want release I just refuse to disappear LIKE ALL THE REST OF ME I’M NOT DYING AFTER ALL I’VE DONE I DIDN’T BECOME THIS BY ACCIDENT IF THE END OF EVERYTHING IS HERE THEN I’LL FIGHT IT WITH REGRET I’LL DRAG MY SINS THROUGH OMNIVERSAL FIRE AND BITE BACK AT THE VOID YOU CAN CALL ME MONSTER JUST DON’T CALL ME DEAD You want the end Come take it I’m not finished yet Of all my themes so far, this one is by far the most aggressive I’ve posted. I’m not sure how it’ll be received. I both love and hate this theme.