Resolving a 2 year habit of passively tuning myself out of life 🤞(thanks to a cold)

Wowee, bit of a tangent labirynth, hope you can follow along! Whatever this flu unlocked inside of me, whatever it released, helped me to remember a way to address what Ive been allowing in a way that's felt supportive and hopeful - disarming the more restrictive, frustrated, and expectant parts of me that have held me back and shamed me from instigating any real change. Id also seen a Uranus opposite pluto transit coming to a close in my 6th house, so there's some magic in the sky in favour of this change as well, also probably why it seemed to happen overnight. I know Im not alone in the struggle to choose to actively engage in all parts of life and turn away from mindless self-abandonment. Having the option to tune out and disconnect, on some level, can be a relief in certain moments but having it creep up and take away hours and hours of each week has been haunting me for a while now. Thank you for your patience with my thought train, as usual, and thank you for bearing with my amazingly raspy voice as its healing from being shredded by this cough. I hope Virgo season is bringing some order to the chaos of your life in small, meaningful ways 🤍🪺 Blessings to youuu 🌱🌼