I never get the joke

I do realize many people feel the same way as I do, in no way am I claiming I’m one of a kind and original. I just wanted transparency. I feel like I wanted to admit my loneliness is sometimes self inflicted and is a self centered mindset (in my case). Sometimes there are people who are interested in me but it all feels like I can’t ever be myself so idk Anywayyy sorry for yapping yet again