I Apologize 🥺😩

Hey y’all, Lately, being outside has taken a toll on me, (mentally, spiritually, physically and emotionally). Overall, my faith has been shaken, and I’m exhausted. I made this video as an apology to those who I may encouraged to draw nearer to “God” during challenging times. I was wrong. If “God” works for you, great! Thanks for watching the video. To those who may be facing the most gruesome of challenges, and have exceeded their breaking point waiting for “God” to do miraculous things in your life— this apology is for you! I’m tired, I’m frustrated and I’m just here. I’m no longer motivated to do anything— I just keep doing small things as if my life is going to get better. The more I acknowledge a “God(s),” the worse things have gotten. It has been cruel on the receiving end of these “tests, trials and tribulations.” If I had received this kind of treatment from humans— then, people would be quick to say that the giver of punishment is a narcissist. However, when it comes to God, it is excusable, and praised for enduring the long suffering. Of course, I am still taking life One Day At A Time, One Step At A Time, and One Breath At A Time. At the same time, this sh*t not worth it. I still need any help that I can get via my CashApp $QRichardson27 (FYI— the little help that I have received thus far has been from sources outside of YouTube) I. E. — the neighbor, a former church member, beloved cousin, etc. Not a single YouTube subscriber or watcher has had the capacity or capability to contribute anything. Please don’t let this fool you. People assume that “content creators” are always receiving money and support. I wouldn’t ask for help, if I didn’t need it. I am grateful nevertheless! 🫶🏾🙏🏾☺️ Thank you for watching, and subscribing to my channel. It’s not easy being vulnerable, and putting a lot of my business on here for the world to see! I love y’all frfr! Until next time… y’all stay blessed! XOXO, ~Qui~ 🫶🏾💕💋