Wife's garbage strappy low wedges in woods and shed, thought trash them, naa compost area in woods

so I know why has so many garbage shoes i need to get rid of and burn and just throw in garbage, i am thinking of starting to go videos with her and having her wear a pair of shoes in kitchen and then take them off and throw them in our kitchen trash can right as we empty of fridge from weeks old food that's garbage and then take bag out to barrel right when I take barrel to curb for trash man next day. i really should start doing this with her shoes in my closet that are in totes. i know I want to burn them all and crush them with car but if I have like 200 or more pairs to do that to why wouldn't 125 of them just get thrown in trash and the hell with them. I'm to attached to her shoes and love seeing them even in trash garbage state. I'd rather see them laying in woods rotting away slow than gone in trash and taken away to landfill or whatever gets done to our garbage. then I'd like to see most of them be worn by her and taken off by her and dropped into fire so they burn away. i don't know what to do with myself.