owlyra - i don't feel it

i don't feel it when it stings pink lines under silver strings the lyrics feel like doing fine i redraw the red thin line red eyes half asleep again count to four, three, something, ten angel's voice inside my head "come on, lie lie. please just go to bed" but i don't. i just like to cry instead. never cry, i just press on pause with nails in the palm of my sweater claws heartbeat humming, broken chords broken cords from rotten hearts i don't hurt, it's just a mark just a spark just a little after-dark cause it's art. what? nah. creepian says i'm overboard not bored? come on boy thought my brain got restored that old oath around my throat tight rope, tight rope same skin same sin same grin let it in let it spin paper thin i'm okay, if i win see? i even stitched it in. angel, don't look at my wrist it's a twist it don't exist what's the gist? shut up girl give me a kiss kiss so did i fuck with you tonight? or did i fuck with your eyes? or did i fuck with your lies? or with the pain you disguise lines of vodka align but i'm chill, i don't mind cause it feels so right right?? i don't feel it, bro, i swear i don't if i did then i would— nah. calm down. i won't. hands just shake but that's just cold i'm not folding, i'm a ghost melting slow don't let it show oh, i'm alone? i'm under mold under snow did you know? i lost my soul on that old road k i'm lying it was sold cheap and old no weight to hold if it had value you would've known because i'd write something poetic! so pathetic but don't panic go ahead like i said it add a rhyme that ends on "static" makes it so much more dramatic yeah fucking aesthetic. you keep smiling like i'm sane like you're rain like you rot inside my brain cut the noise, cut the light daytime feels like every night skin's like code i overwrite white on white on white on—what? it's fine it's mine it's time i die don't touch don't touch just watch it's too much but i don't feel it. note: i am not real. the lyrics are mine but the whole singing and production was done by ai (,, ‸ ,, )