Fabricated Love || BlasterBro

Credits: Writer and editor - BlasterBro Vocals and instrumental - Ai X:   / bbro100   Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/blasterbros... Patreon: patreon.com/BlasterBroStudios BBS Music:    / @bbsmusic-g1s   twitch:   / blasterbro100   BlasterBro:    / @blasterbro100   Lyrics: [Verse 1] I once believed in hope, I once believed in love. I built myself into a masterpiece, Or at least what they told me I was. The perfect frame, The unstoppable athlete, The perfect student, Chasing every dream. But somewhere in the climb, The ground gave way beneath my feet, And everything I built Collapsed on top of me. [Pre-Chorus] Now my life is drowning in pain, And I don’t know who I became. [Chorus] I say I’ve known love, But that’s a lie I tell myself. I never loved another, Never even loved myself. I watch my friends find happiness, I try to feel what they feel. I’m glad they’re finding something real, While I’m hiding behind something fabricated. A heart that’s learned to imitate, A smile that’s learned to pretend. Maybe love was never meant for me, Maybe this is where my story ends. [Verse 2] I see them holding hands, Building futures I can’t see. Everyone seems to know the answer, Everyone except me. I search for sparks inside my chest, For something more than empty space. But all I find are echoes Of a person I can’t face. And every time I call it love, It feels rehearsed somehow. Like reading from a script I don’t believe in now. [Bridge] So take all of my blessings, Take every wish I have to give. I want the world to be kind to you, I want you all to live. Just don’t leave me alone With these thoughts inside my head. Don’t leave me in the silence Where every hope feels dead. [Final Chorus] I say I’ve known love, But that’s a lie I can’t defend. I built a life of perfect masks, And lost myself within. If love is real, then find me, Because I don’t know where to start. I’m tired of fabricated feelings, I’m tired of this fabricated heart. So take all of my blessings, And if you find the light above, Remember me— The boy who spent his whole life Searching for love. [Outro] Maybe love was always real, Maybe I just couldn’t see. But if it ever finds my door, I hope there’s something left of me.