Cassandra Jakimova - Quiet Rage| A song to everyone who has ever been with a Narciccist💔

(Verse 1) Another day, another war behind these closed doors I'm picking up the pieces of myself off the floor Crying on the couch again, shivering in the dark Your screaming words are weapons that leave a bloody mark You twist the truth around until I’m the one to blame Making me feel crazy, playing with my shame (Pre-Chorus) It’s always my fault, whatever goes wrong I’ve been carrying this burden for way too long (Chorus) Loving you is breaking me, shattering my mind Searching for a gentle soul I used to think I’d find Drowning in your darkness, suffocated by your spell Living in this home that turned into a quiet hell I know I cannot stay in this marriage anymore But I’m terrified to walk out that front door (Verse 2) I remember sober moments when you’d hold my hand Apologize and promise that you’d be a better man Making me believe that we could heal and start anew Until the next bottle brought the monster back in you But now the sober moments don't happen anymore You drink away every day, locking every door (Bridge) No sweet words left, no quiet in the storm Just a house built of glass that used to feel so warm I’m losing who I am, I'm fading out of sight Trapped between the fear of leaving and fighting for my life (Chorus) Loving you is breaking me, shattering my mind Searching for a gentle soul I used to think I’d find Drowning in your darkness, suffocated by your spell Living in this home that turned into a quiet hell I know I cannot stay in this marriage anymore But I’m terrified to walk out that front door (Outro) Sitting on the couch alone... Terrified to stay, terrified to go... I can't live like this anymore.