Equilibrium/NYRA

[Verse 1] I’m shaking, still I act like I’m standing I keep walking without looking at the weight inside me Right and wrong always show up late so I’m still here keeping answers on a leash [Pre-Chorus] In the place that’s neither black nor white every breath I take loosens my outline Still, my palm stays warm I hold this fragile balance like it might not make it [Chorus] Equilibrium Equilibrium right on the edge of going under Equilibrium Equilibrium I hold the hurt and the light the same [Verse 2] Someone’s words hit me like a mirror but it’s the shape of the wound that teaches me my name Hope, if it’s too polished feels like a lie only in the blur do I breathe right [Pre-Chorus] More than winning more than not losing I just want to take today as today The closer it comes the farther it gets if truth lives somewhere it’s in that sway [Chorus] Equilibrium Equilibrium right on the edge of going under Equilibrium Equilibrium I hold the hurt and the light the same [Bridge] There isn’t only one answer and that’s what saves me instead of clearing the doubt I stand beside it With quiet contradiction settled in my chest I still remain myself and that is enough [Chorus] Equilibrium Equilibrium right on the edge of going under Equilibrium Equilibrium I hold the hurt and the light the same This song captures the fragile resolve to maintain inner balance while trembling on the verge of collapse. Rather than forcing life into black-and-white certainties, the narrator embraces ambiguity, choosing to live through today anchored only by the faint warmth in their palm. Recognizing that the shape of their wounds reveals their true identity, they find honest comfort in the blur rather than in polished, unrealistic hopes. By standing alongside quiet contradictions instead of forcing doubt away, they hold both the hurt and the light with equal weight, determined to remain whole right on the edge of going under.