dark_cloud - Life Without Me (Official Lyric Video)

Join this channel to get access to perks:    / @dark_cloud8818   Title: Life Without Me Lyrics by dark_cloud Audio by Suno v5.5 Image by Image Creator from Designer Image editing by dark_cloud Video editing in Shotcut by dark_cloud ===================================== I was never trying to disappear Just trying to find peace somehow I thought my mind would clear It’s been so long I don’t believe it now I get as far as putting on my shoes Before my resolve starts to give away Another plan I never meant to lose Another reason I’ll invent to stay It’s not that I'm trying to be unkind I just can’t find the door in my mind When someone asks me how I’ve been How do I explain I’ve been trapped within Tomorrow will be the same as yesterday Same misery dressed up in a different way It feels like my life is happening without me While living in memories I don’t wanna see! I’ve reduced my world to what I need A place to sleep, some food, some air Nothing that can make my heart bleed And nobody who would ever care It’s not that I'm trying to be unkind I just can’t find the door in my mind When someone asks me how I’ve been How do I explain I’ve been trapped within Tomorrow will be the same as yesterday Same misery dressed up in a different way It feels like my life is happening without me While living in memories I don’t wanna see! I don’t need someone asking me what’s wrong I don’t need someone telling me to be strong I don’t need another message I leave unread I don’t need all the things I almost did instead! How many times can I say not today! How many people can I push away? How many mornings can I spend? Just waiting for the same day to end! It’s not that I'm trying to be unkind I just can’t find the door in my mind When someone asks me how I’ve been How do I explain I’ve been trapped within Tomorrow will be the same as yesterday Same misery dressed up in a different way It feels like my life is happening without me While living in memories I don’t wanna see! I open my eyes to a day that’s new Another morning asking me to start And tell myself what I always do Maybe tomorrow won’t be this hard