In waves

You come and go In waves You move like smoke across my skin I let you out you slip back in Every silence cuts the same You never leave you just change shape. Fingertips like phantom pain I feel you even when you fade You pull me under just enough To make me beg for your touch. You take you take Till theres nothing left of me You stay you stay Even when you leave. You come and go in waves Leaving me in your wake I feel you crawling through my veins Then drift away. You come and go in waves Swallowing everything You pull the air out of my chest Then let me breathe again. Your voice is poison in disguise A lullaby I cant deny You say my name like it’s a sin Then pull me closer in. I try to fight it but I dont You’re every no I turn to dont A slow erosion of control You take your time with my soul. You take you take Till I don’t feel anything You stay you stay Like a ghost in me. You come and go in waves Leaving me in your wake I let you tear me open wide Then walk away. You come and go in waves Swallowing everything You leave me drowning in the space Between love and pain. in waves in waves Pull me under slow dont let me breathe You love the way you disappear in me No escape no relief You’re the sickness underneath. Take it all leave me numb I become what you’ve become If I let go Would you even notice? Or just fade like you always do I hate that I still feel you When there’s nothing left of you. You come and go in waves Leaving me in your wake I let you hollow out my chest Then take whats left. You come and go in waves Swallowing everything But I don’t recognize myself In anything. You come You go In waves.