it was scary but i chose to do it this time

i've always been a kid shy to talk to new people, scared to interact with new people, embarrassed of speaking her thoughts out, always doubting herself somewhere or the other, comparing herself to others for a lot of things. but this time i chose to get over it, i finally took the first and sometimes the most difficult step that is to stand up for myself. i hope i will be able to cope up with it. i am uploading this video just to document it all, just to document the journey that is ahead of me while i am on my way to overcome this fear of failure and embarrassment. next i will be posting the video of the paintings that i made in order to display out in the stall of mine and then maybe the experience of that day when i finally set up the stall and everything. hoping to just get better with every step that i take hereafter. see you in my next video maybe?