Deadlock shamelessly addicted

i swear i have games where i do better have amazing ultimate's and rotations and kills with limited deaths and solid calls for plays but besides forgetting to hit my new record button instead of the older way and losing games i could show off because no one wants to watch a replay of a match in none of those games was i the soul carry on my team and typically if i was performing great then so was every person or most people on my team while we stomped until taking patron giving that wins or losses can be handed out or ripped away by chance sometimes entirely reliant on your team and their ability in game i can lowkey only bring myself to not only record but also only upload the games where i can claim i was a genuine asset on our team winning or losing and just trying to learn on the way and keep my cool first game was solo second and third were with my boyfriend tagged in game as Pattack who im thankful to be my duo and love his willingness to try to learn this game more and make plays with me while i get my fix of deadlock on what i can assume will be my 3 mains here on out given im finally gonna crack 100 hrs on deadlock and can say i dont feel so lost or helpless in game as i did at 5hrs lool :D awesome game im addicted to it all and losing sleep because of it lool gn