As If I Don't Want To — Official Visualizer

As If I Don't Want To "One ruined life is enough for me. Why drag another soul into my misery?" 얼굴만 보면 '결혼 안하냐?' '만나는 사람은 없냐?' '빨리 결혼해야지?' 라고 쓸데없는 참견을 하는 '자주 안보는' 지인께 들려드리는 노래 입니다. A song dedicated to that acquaintance I barely even see, who always feels the need to ask, 'Aren't you getting married?', 'Are you seeing anyone?', and 'You should hurry up!' every single time we meet. --- [Lyrics] Getting older day by day Same old questions come my way "Ain't you settling down? Anyone you've found around?" Why ask? What are you gonna do if I'm not? Tell you I'm alone and here comes another thought As if I never wanted someone close As if I never felt the loneliness that hurts the most Look at where I stand right now I can't even carry myself, so how? One ruined life is enough for me Why drag another soul into my misery? As if I don't want to I know the pain of being lonely when I fall Just let me deal with it on my own Keep your polite advice away from my home Wrapped in sweet concern, disguised as care Your shallow words get stabbed in the end Never lived a single hour in my cell I turn this room into a tomb and hell No cheap pity, no tears to cry I just refuse to force a life like this on someone else's sky One ruined life is enough for me Why drag another soul into my misery? As if I don't want to I know the pain of being lonely when I fall Just let me deal with it on my own Keep your polite advice away from my home I'll figure it out on my own. Please, just leave me alone. --- 🎧 Best experienced with headphones. Written by me, inspired by my own real-life experiences. Music created with the assistance of AI tools. Official Visualizer Original Song #Rock #Visualizer #AlternativeRock #IndieRock #AsIfIDontWantTo