The Door Is Permanently Locked

This song is the hardest to write because the quotes you see are things he said to me. However, I hope this song will reach others who have also been in similar situations and I want you to know, you are not alone and it was not your fault. I see you and I validate you.‬ I remember when I met you, thought I'd found somebody rare, Someone full of laughter, someone who would always care. You made the world seem brighter, made the ordinary shine, Never thought a friendship like yours would leave these scars of mine. You were everything I thought a friend was supposed to be, Someone I could laugh with, someone who could understand me. But somewhere in the laughter, something slowly changed, Conversations turned to battles, and the rules were rearranged. I can't recall each moment or the order they appeared, But I remember how your words became the things I feared. "I don't know why this is so hard for you." Another little knife you pushed me through. "Never question our friendship again." Funny how your friendship felt like punishment back then. I kept searching for the answers, kept believing I was wrong, While you made me feel so small for trying to belong. YOU DON'T GET TO WALK BACK THROUGH THAT DOOR! I won't be the one you tear apart anymore! You can twist every word, rewrite every scene, But you don't get to tell me what my memories mean! I gave you my trust, and you turned it to stone, Now I'm taking back the peace that I should've always known! Go ahead, tell your stories, let the whole world talk, But the door is permanently locked! "You're overreacting." Well, isn't that convenient? Every time I felt the hurt, you somehow never meant it. "That didn't happen." But I know what I heard, And I spent so many nights replaying every single word. "Why is this so hard for you to understand?" While I was bending over backward just to meet your demands. "Everything isn't about you." No, it never seemed to be, Because somehow every conversation always circled back to me. You punished me with silence whenever I spoke my mind, Then turned the others against me till I believed the fault was mine. And somehow falling in love with you became another thing I'd done wrong, When all I ever wanted was a place where I belonged. I don't remember everything, but I remember how I felt, Every time I questioned all the cards that I'd been dealt. I don't need a perfect timeline, don't need every missing piece, To know that walking out was how I finally found my peace. YOU DON'T GET TO WALK BACK THROUGH THAT DOOR! I won't be the one you tear apart anymore! You can twist every word, rewrite every scene, But you don't get to tell me what my memories mean! I gave you my trust, and you turned it to stone, Now I'm taking back the peace that I should've always known! Go ahead, tell your stories, let the whole world talk, But the door is permanently locked! Did you think I'd keep apologizing? Did you think I'd never see? That every time I tried to speak, You turned the blame around on me? Did you think I'd keep on waiting For the friend I thought I'd found? That I'd keep on saying sorry Just to keep you hanging around? I DON'T OWE YOU AN EXPLANATION! I DON'T OWE YOU ONE MORE CHANCE! I DON'T HAVE TO PROVE MY PAIN TO YOU OR PLAY YOUR LITTLE DANCE! You don't get another moment, You don't get another key. And you don't get to call it friendship When it costs me being me! YOU DON'T GET TO WALK BACK THROUGH THAT DOOR! I AM NOT THE PERSON YOU CONTROL ANYMORE! You can keep your version, I don't need to make you see, The truth I carry with me is enough to set me free! I won't beg for understanding, won't defend another scar, I don't need your validation to remember who you are! I have nothing left to prove, and I've got nothing left to talk, BECAUSE THE DOOR IS PERMANENTLY LOCKED! No more second chances, No more twisting what I've said. No more hearing your accusations Playing circles in my head. You no longer have the power. You no longer have the key. The door is permanently locked... And I'm finally free. AI Disclosure: All music featured on this channel is AI-generated, and some thumbnails or graphics may include AI-generated or AI-assisted elements. #Suno #SunoAI #OriginalSong #AIMusic #AIComposition #SymphonicRock #CinematicRock #HealingJourney #MovingForward #MeganDGaming #narcissiticabuse #emotionalmanipulation #mentalmanipulation #TheDoorIsPermanentlyLocked #OriginalSong #MeganDGamingMusic #OriginalMusic #HealingJourney #BreakingFree #SettingBoundaries #FindingYourStrength #MovingForward #EmotionalHealing #ToxicFriendship #SelfWorth #ReclaimYourPower #Empowerment #PowerfulLyrics #CinematicMusic #FemaleVocals