I’m becoming self aware

Just to explain a bit more about the context of this video, because i can get a little too passionate and make random metaphors that don’t make sense. I’m extremely privileged and i just wanted to talk about how I felt that some moments of my life, happiness wasn’t enjoyed due to my continued want for more!! Please don’t take my words to heart, I’m not making this video to shame people or myself and put a narrative on myself in a certain way it’s just something i wish i wasn’t doing so often! Ty for watching and I hope everyone stays positive in whatever they want to achieve rn!! Again all my videos currently are unedited❤️