Barely Making It

A song I made about depression and ADHD I can´t sing and I can´t play any instruments... So i used AI for my lyrics. -------------------------- Lyrics:My alarm is screaming. My body won’t move. My mind has been awake for hours and I still don’t know what I’m supposed to do. I woke up late again today Another morning lost in bed I’ve got a thousand things to finish But I can’t get them out my head The dishes have been sitting there For longer than I’d like to say I look at everything around me And somehow walk away My phone is buzzing, lights are flashing Every sound is way too loud My thoughts are running in a hundred directions While I’m disappearing in the crowd My mind won’t stop My body won’t start I’m overwhelmed Before I even leave the dark MY BRAIN WON’T LET ME REST! MY BODY WON’T LET ME MOVE! I’ve got a million thoughts inside And nothing that I can get through I’M LOST BETWEEN TOO MUCH AND NOTHING! BETWEEN THE FIRE AND THE COLD! ADHD is screaming in my head While depression pulls me down below I open up my laptop Forget why I turned it on Then suddenly it’s three hours later And the whole damn day is gone I wanted to clean my bedroom I started sorting through a drawer Found an old picture, started thinking Now I’m somewhere else once more People say, “Just get it done” Like I haven’t tried before They don’t see the energy it takes To simply walk across the floor Too many tabs open Too many thoughts broken Too many things that I promised I’d do before the moment Start it, stop it Lose it, find it Read the same damn sentence Like a hundred fucking times Then the guilt starts talking Says I’m lazy, says I’m weak While my brain is running marathons And I haven’t moved all My mind won’t stop My body won’t start I’m fighting two different wars Inside the same heart MY BRAIN WON’T LET ME REST! MY BODY WON’T LET ME MOVE! I’ve got a million thoughts inside And nothing that I can get through I’M LOST BETWEEN TOO MUCH AND NOTHING! BETWEEN THE FIRE AND THE COLD! ADHD is screaming in my head While depression pulls me down below Maybe I’m not lazy. Maybe I’m just tired. Maybe I’m not careless. Maybe I’m overwhelmed. Maybe every little thing Takes more strength than people know. Maybe surviving ordinary days Is sometimes its own kind of war. I’M TRYING! I’M FUCKING TRYING! Can’t you see I’m trying? My brain says, “RUN!” My heart says, “STOP!” My body says, “NOT TODAY!” And somehow… I have to find a way. MY BRAIN WON’T LET ME REST! BUT I’M LEARNING TO BREATHE! I don’t have to fix my whole life Just to prove that I can be SOMEWHERE BETWEEN TOO MUCH AND NOTHING! I’M STILL TRYING TO HOLD ON! Some days I barely make it through But barely making it Still means I made it this far The room is messy. The dishes aren’t done. My thoughts are still racing. But tomorrow… I’ll try again.