Under my skin

A song I made about go through the day with depression. I can´t sing and I can´t play any instruments... So i used AI for my lyrics. -------------------------- Lyrics: Nobody sees it. That’s the point. I smile when they look at me and fall apart when they don’t. There’s a pressure underneath me That I can’t explain with words Every thought becomes a siren Every silence starts to hurt I keep pretending I’m okay ‘Cause it’s easier than the truth But every time the walls close in I don’t know what else to do I don’t want the pain I just want the noise to stop For a second, for a moment I just want my head to stop THERE’S A WAR UNDER MY SKIN! AND I’M TIRED OF LETTING IT WIN! I’m trying to silence all the voices That keep tearing me apart I DON’T WANT TO HURT MYSELF! I JUST DON’T KNOW HOW TO HELP MYSELF! So I’m standing in the darkness Trying to find another way out I hide the evidence of battles I never wanted anyone to see Then I hate myself for hiding What is happening to me Every promise that I make Feels impossible to keep When the pressure starts returning And the darkness gets too deep Keep it together. Don’t let them know. Smile for the picture. Then go back home. Nobody notices Nobody knows How loud it gets When I’m alone. I don’t need another lecture I don’t need another lie I need somebody who can stay When I can’t explain why Maybe I can put the weapon down Not because the pain is gone But because I deserve a chance To find another way to carry on Maybe I can tell somebody Before the silence takes control Maybe being honest about the damage Is the first step toward becoming whole I AM MORE THAN WHAT I DO TO MYSELF! MORE THAN THE SCARS! MORE THAN THE PAIN! I’M STILL HERE! I’M STILL HERE! AND I’M NOT GIVING UP TONIGHT! THERE’S A WAR UNDER MY SKIN! BUT I DON’T HAVE TO LET IT WIN! I can scream, I can cry I can finally ask for help I DON’T HAVE TO HURT MYSELF! JUST TO PROVE THAT I CAN FEEL! There’s another way through the darkness Even if I can’t see it yet Nobody sees the battle. But I don’t have to fight it alone anymore. :::