Suffocate - Depry January

SUFFOCATE *[Intro — Clean / Atmospheric]* I can feel the walls Getting closer every night Every breath I take Feels like I'm running out of time I keep my mouth shut While the pressure fills my lungs How long can I pretend That I'm not coming undone? *[Verse 1 — Harsh Vocal]* I wake up underneath the weight Of every word I never say I carry expectations Like a fucking chain around my neck Everybody wants a piece of me But nobody asks what I need I keep giving till there's nothing left Then wonder why I can't fucking breathe I've been drowning in a room With all the doors wide open Screaming without making a sound While everything inside keeps choking *[Pre-Chorus — Clean / Rising]* I can't keep holding Everything inside I'm losing pieces Just to keep myself alive *[Chorus — Clean / Melodic]* I suffocate Every time I try to be somebody else I suffocate Underneath the weight I put upon myself I'm screaming but nobody hears I'm fighting through another year If I can't breathe in this place Then I'll find another way *[Verse 2 — Rap Metal / Aggressive]* Yeah— Pressure on my chest, got me losing my focus Everybody talks but nobody notices I smile for the world while I'm breaking inside Keep saying I'm fine just to keep up the lie Same shit, different day Same fear, different face I'm running from the person That I see when I escape I gave too much I stayed too long I played along When I knew it was wrong Now every fucking voice That told me I was nothing Is becoming fuel For everything I'm becoming *[Pre-Chorus — Harsh → Clean]* You can keep your expectations You can keep your perfect life I'm done suffocating Just to make you satisfied *[Chorus — Clean / Bigger]* I suffocate Every time I try to be somebody else I suffocate Underneath the weight I put upon myself I'm screaming but nobody hears I'm fighting through another year If I can't breathe in this place Then I'll find another way *[Bridge — Soft / Emotional]* Maybe I don't need to fix Everything tonight Maybe I just need one moment Where I don't have to fucking fight Let the silence come Let the pressure fade I don't have to carry Every mistake I've made For the first time I can hear my heartbeat Underneath the noise *[Build-Up — Screamed]* I'VE BEEN HOLDING MY BREATH FOR FAR TOO LONG! I'VE BEEN LIVING MY LIFE LIKE I DON'T BELONG! BUT I WON'T! I WON'T! *SUFFOCATE!* *[Breakdown — Heavy / Gang Vocal]* GET THE FUCK OFF MY CHEST! I'M DONE CARRYING YOUR WEIGHT! YOU BUILT THESE WALLS AROUND ME— *NOW WATCH ME BREAK!* NO MORE! NO MORE! NO MORE! *I NEED TO BREATHE!* *[Final Chorus — Clean + Harsh Layer]* I suffocate But I'm finally learning how to breathe again I suffocate But I won't let this become the end The voices disappear The walls are falling here I don't need to run away I just need to find my way I suffocate— But I'm still alive I suffocate— And now I fucking fight *[Outro — Clean / Melodic]* The walls are gone The air feels different For the first time I don't feel trapped I take a breath I let it go I'm still here *And I can finally breathe.*