Shaddo Band - Always In My Thoughts - Original Song

Always In My Thoughts began under a different title: Regret. It comes from something very personal — a decision I made when I was young, and the way I handled it. I cancelled a wedding just two weeks before it was due to take place. That was painful enough, but in the middle of it I said something to the girl who had shared so much of my formative life that hurt her deeply. The irony is that what I said was not true! I was just overwhelmed and wanted it all to stop! The relationship ended a long time ago, but some moments don’t simply disappear with time. This song isn’t about wishing life had turned out differently, or trying to rewrite the past. It’s about recognising that, sometimes, the way we behave in a difficult moment can stay with us for years afterwards. There are things we say when we are young that we only fully understand much later. Always In My Thoughts is about carrying that knowledge, remembering someone who was once a huge part of your life, and living with the regret of knowing you caused pain to somebody who didn’t deserve it. Some memories fade. Some stay with you. Original lyrics, concept and creative direction by Steve Crooks (Shaddo). Music production developed with AI assistance using Suno. Shaddo Band — Music Drives Further.