笑うしかなかった / No Name To Give【Original Song】

「どういう関係なの？」って聞かれるたび、笑ってごまかすしか出来ない時あるよね。 There are nights when you just laugh it off every time someone asks, "What are you two, really?" ───────────────── ▼ 歌詞 関係に名前がつかないまま、部屋の鍵だけ持たされてる 訊かれた瞬間、笑ってごまかすしかなかった 先月も座った居酒屋の隅、いつもと同じ四人席 「まだ続いてるの？」って言われて、頷くだけで済ませてた 話したくてたまらないのに、口から出せない グラスの結露を拭きながら、うまい返事を探してた No name, but— 「付き合ってるの？」に、なんとも言えなくて 笑ってジョッキを口に運ぶ 誰にも言えない関係になってしまった事に 喉の奥が熱くなる ポケットに手を入れると、渡された鍵の角が当たる 返してって言われないことだけで、安心してる 二人にしか通じない冗談が増えるほど 外の世界へ持ち出せなくなっていく No name, but— 「どういう関係？」って聞かれて、また目を逸らした 大事にしてるって言えば言うほど、嘘みたいに響く ただの知り合いじゃないことだけ 誰かに言い張りたかった 今夜も同じ質問が飛んできて、 「まだ何でもないよ」って… テーブルの下で握りしめた金属の冷たさに 言わなきゃよかったって、爪を立てる 都合のいい女になりたくなくて、強がったわけじゃない 「付き合おう」って言うのが怖くて 「付き合おう」って言って欲しくて 進んではいけない関係に進んだなんて 言いたくても言えないよ Still no name, but— 聞かれるたび、笑って流すのをもうやめたい 鍵を持ってることだけが、わたしの全部じゃないのに 「結局どうなったの？」のあとに 笑ってのろけれる言葉を探してる （※演奏が静まり、夜道の足音のようなビートだけが残る） 店を出て、急に冷たくなった空気 「ねえ、二人はどういう関係？」 答えられない問いだけが、夜風に消えていく ───────────────── ▼ Lyrics (English) This relationship never got a name, but I was handed the key to your room. The moment they asked, all I could do was laugh it off. Same corner of the izakaya as last month, the same table for four. "Is it still going on?" they asked, and I just nodded. I wanted so badly to talk about it, but the words wouldn't come out. Wiping the condensation off my glass, I searched for the right answer. No name, but— "Are you two dating?" — I couldn't say anything. I laughed and lifted my mug to my lips. This relationship became something I can't tell anyone about, and my throat burns with it. I put my hand in my pocket and feel the edge of the key you gave me. Just the fact that you haven't asked for it back is enough to reassure me. The more inside jokes only the two of us understand pile up, the less I'm able to bring this out into the world. No name, but— "What kind of relationship is this?" they asked, and again I looked away. The more I say I treasure it, the more it sounds like a lie. I just wanted someone to know that we're not just acquaintances. Tonight the same question comes flying at me again, "It's still nothing yet"… and under the table, gripping the cold metal, I dig my nails in, wishing I hadn't said it. I didn't act tough because I wanted to avoid being convenient. I was scared to say "let's date," and I wanted you to say it instead. That we went further than we should have— I want to say it, but I can't. Still no name, but— Every time they ask, I want to stop just laughing it off. Holding your key isn't all there is to me, but— after "So what happened in the end?" I'm still searching for words I can gush about with a smile. (The music quiets down, leaving only a beat like footsteps on a night street.) Stepping outside, the air suddenly turns cold. "Hey, what are you two, really?" Only the question I can't answer fades into the night wind. ───────────────── 🎨 Illustration : Niji Journey 🎶 Music : Suno AI 🐈‍⬛ Lyrics, editing, direction : Luna ───────────────── 🎧 各ストアでの配信・ご視聴はこちら→ https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/lun... 🎧 チャンネル登録はこちら→    / @luna-night-answer   ───────────────── ※歌詞の無断転載・二次利用はご遠慮ください A Japanese emotional R&B song about a relationship with no name — for the nights you keep laughing it off. #曖昧な関係, #友達以上恋人未満, #名前のない関係, #秘密の関係, #恋愛相談, #RnB, #Soul, #JPopRnB, #jpop, #JapaneseSadSong, #SadRnB, #夜の答えさがし