City of Eclipses - Hollow

Lyrics: I am a house without a heartbeat A hollow frame beneath the weight Complacent in my fear, with little to no faith Two winters die beneath a pale blue glow A thousand lives in worlds I'll never know I trade the hours for an imitation While everything around me falls away I make a throne of my surrender A kingdom built to disappear The things I cannot bear to witness Become the things I refuse to hear The light against my face Can't reach the darkness underneath I'm everywhere but present In a life I cannot meet I'M HOLLOW! A BODY BURIED UNDERNEATH ITS SKIN! I'M FALLING! BUT I CAN'T REMEMBER WHERE THE FALL BEGINS! I KEEP BREATHING THROUGH THE DARKNESS LIKE IT'S ALL I'LL EVER KNOW! THERE'S A HEART STILL BEATING SOMEWHERE BUT I CAN'T FEEL IT ANYMORE! The mirror holds a swollen stranger A silhouette I cannot claim My body bears the weight of silence And every breath reminds me I've changed There's someone keeping back the winter With hands that never seem to rest She keeps the fading embers burning While I forget what warmth can mean She sees a man beneath the damage I see a shape without a name She reaches through the endless silence But I can't find the strength to change I'M HOLLOW! A BODY BURIED UNDERNEATH ITS SKIN! I'M FALLING! BUT I CAN'T REMEMBER WHERE THE FALL BEGINS! I KEEP BREATHING THROUGH THE DARKNESS LIKE IT'S ALL I'LL EVER KNOW! THERE'S A HEART STILL BEATING SOMEWHERE BUT I CAN'T FEEL IT ANYMORE! I know the stories of salvation But never learned to kneel and pray Two years beneath an artificial heaven Afraid to turn and face the pain AND ALL THE WORLDS I KEEP ESCAPING TO CAN'T SAVE ME FROM THE ONE I'M LIVING THROUGH! I CAN'T CARRY THIS! I CAN'T BREATHE THROUGH THIS! EVERYTHING I AM IS DISAPPEARING IN THE ABYSS! I KNOW THAT YOU EXIST! BUT I'VE NEVER CALLED YOUR NAME! AND NOW I'M ON MY KNEES WITH NOTHING LEFT BUT SHAME! God... I'M HOLLOW! AND EVERY PART OF ME IS CAVING IN! I'M CALLING! TO THE ONE I'VE NEVER LET INSIDE! I DON'T HAVE ANOTHER ANSWER! I DON'T HAVE THE STRENGTH TO FIGHT! IF YOU CAN HEAR ME THROUGH THE SILENCE PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME HERE TONIGHT! The colors fade behind the screen And leave me with the life I've feared I am a house without a heartbeat A hollow frame beneath the weight And somewhere in the silence I finally learn to pray Lord... Here am I