owlyra - unkillable asf

i walked in traffic head-on (head-on) and nothing even happened (huh) paramedics in the street just stared like "how the hell u standing?" (yeah, you should've seen that) i fell asleep in the bathtub (fell asleep) with the water still running (running) thought my lungs just shut up but i woke up kinda humming i dont know why the fuck i'm still here i swear i already checked out (yeah) every stupid thing i tried so far just ends with me passed out (huh) so i jump from railings and swallow the tablets mix xanax with whatever's in cabinets drink something blue with the skull on the label wake up annoyed and my heartbeat is stable 'cause honestly i'm bored i said my goodbyes like twenty times before (twenty times) but every time i drift away some idiot knocks on my door they say they still need me like that fixes anything so i shrug and light a cigarette guess i'll stay for spring "so where were you when shit collapsed?" (shit collapsed) rust broke steel and the floor went past police siren lights in the dark some girl sleeping forever since that i locked my doors and i tossed the keys let the pills stack up on the sink by me if i ever try to crawl back out just laugh and let me be and every sign that i pass says "don't go further" but i push the gate just to watch it shatter built my life on frozen water still drink it like it doesn't matter time will tell the story i can't how you live in hell and still laugh turns out dying's the hardest part when your stupid friends always pull back (huh, let's go) i walked in traffic head-on (head-on) and nothing even happened paramedics in the street just stared like "how the hell you standing?" (yeah, you should've seen that) i fell asleep in the bathtub (bathtub) with the water still running thought my lungs just shut up but i woke up and kept going. note: i am not real. the lyrics are mine but the whole singing and production was done by ai (,, ‸ ,, )